Here I am talking about loving this weather and how its so hard to put me in a bad mood during the fall and then I go and have the WORST day. I cried all day at work today, lame, I know. The day started off horrible when i was already running late and them my stupid good for nothing blazer broke down. Its been acting up for a good 6 weeks and broke ole me has been hoping it would hold out until I could get it fixed. Ive had some good friends who work on cars listen to it and of course everyone things its something different. the alternator, the sparks, the fuel pump. i tend to think its the fuel pump. We just replaced it abotu 18 months ago though- piece of junk. So now it wont start- my dad took it (toed it basically) to the guy in town and he has to keep it into next week to even take a look at it he is so busy. My parents are going out of otwn and leaving me their car. thanks God.
Rudy had to come try to jump the truck becasue i got so mad that I kept trying to start it and then killed it. I was 30 minutes late to work- im so sick of being late to work because of htat STUPID vehical.
On top of that, i developed the worlds largest zit overnight. I typically have clear skin and get a zit maybe twice a year. Well I have one, and it hurts and i hate it. i just want to cut it off.
Plus, we had to make food for work for the mexican potluck. I made mexican wedding cakes. Apparently the "company jerk" as he is known had to walk by and say some rude and exaggerated comment about how disgusting they looked and what in the world was that and who would eat them. Granted someone said like " you idiot have you never had mexican wedding cakes before." But the damage was done- I got my feelings hurt.
Basically, i cried off and on all day today. I felt bad for the two guys who work in my area and hten one who just got moved. ADVICE FORA GUY: When a girl is crying and you ask whats wrong, expect to get an earful or else just ignore the fact that she's crying.
Rudy had called to ask me if my dad had looked at my car yet and that was enough- i just lost it and cried off and on the rest of the day. Not an obnixious cry, just a " I cannot hold these tears in and if I talk, i will cry some more."
I am tired of my job, tired of being broke, tired of not being able to afford a place for Vaughn and I....i am just tired of it all right now.
i am going to bed- hopefully tomorrow will be better...its friday, it should be.
2 comments:
Aww Meg! I am sorry you had a crappy day. It sucks so much when your car breaks - it's never in the budget and yet there's usually no way around it. I hope it turns out to be something small and easy to fix. Just pray and all of these things that you are desiring will come. I hate my job too and it seems so hard to get through each day. I recently had one of those days where I just cried and cried. I left work on my lunch break and just sat in my car and cried. Sometimes just getting all those emotions out helps and then you feel better. I hope you have a better day tomorrow and a great weekend with your girl! I wish I could be there to give you a big hug but I am thinking of you and will say a prayer for you. Cheer up! I miss you and love you!
sorry sis! if i can help in any way, let me know! love you. believe me i know about car trouble. stinks
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