For some reason, today has been a rough monday. It might be the holidays ending...it might be all that is laying heavy on my heart...it might be that i was expecting it to be 60 degrees today. I dont know. But I am home now, picking up, playing with vaughn-elise and just relaxing. It has been a good evening. Vaughn is in a great mood...sitting beside me playing. The countdown is on for Arizona. 10 days til we leave!! YAY. I am very much so ready for some warmth!
Vaughn-elise belly l aughed for the third time today, while i was singing with her and playing with her...the third time in front of me anyways. She melts my heart when she does that. Something inside of me changes, glows, burns on fire for her. I am amazed everytime i look at her. I could watch her all day and memorize her everymove and never once get bored with her. How does a mother convey these strong emotions to their children? How do i let her know how deeply i am in love with her? How much i cherish every second i am with her? How i cant fathom her ever feeling pain? How?
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the only way for her to ever know the way you feel is for her to become a mother herself. then, and only then, will she understand. i know how you feel...i want both of my children to know how much i love them.
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