Time flies...

Its the weekend and the past three months have flown past!! This day has flown past- I wish i could stop time. Just for moments. Like when vaughn is asleep in my arms, i am laughing with friends, spending time with family. catching the perfect smile, the perfect moment of clarity or calm. I always try to take mental photographs of moments in my head, but the mind fails us all and these memories or photographs fade, become distorted and details are lost. When i start working on monday, i knwo that the times will go faster, vaughn will change quicker without me seeing every moment of her life, missing things she does, she will be changing and i will be missing it. I wish it was, in america, like it is in peru. Mandatory one year paid maternity leave. That sounds amazing. The love in my heart is causing it to burst.