Saturday, January 5, 2008

breathe in...breathe out....

Its been a stressful past few days/weeks etc and i have not been faithful at blogging. Im sorry about that.

It has been off again on again with a job...yes i have one, no i dont, wait...wait..yes i do, oh- gotcha, no i dont. so that has REALLY stressed me out. Im hoping the current job offer will go through- however, the hours i was hired on are now being switched to night hours (which i obviously cant and dont want to do.) So i am hoping we can work something out.

Things with my past job at LA have been a mess- no communication, everything there is complete disaster which makes switching over insuance etc a real challenge.

My sweet sweet gorgeous little baby girl has been getting her ngihts and days mixed up (although she did A+ last night, only getting up once. She is changing so rapidly i think it confuses her on everything- how much her body needs to sleep, how much and how often she needs to eat. .... just when she gets a good schedule, her body demands changes. She is doing great thouhg. Learning to sit up (already?? I know!!) She doesnt want to sit in her swing because she is constantly trying to push herself into an upright sitting position...she loves to stand on her legs with us holding onto her hands...she is SO strong. I fear she will be walking by six months at this rate. Its so much fun to watch her grow though- i really am loving every single second of being a mommy.

Baby Dre Comes in just a week and a few days... ICANT WAIT. I told rudy this morning taht i feel like i cant show on the outside how excited i am on the inside and its frustrating me. I just want to jump up and down. I tell complete strangers when they ask how i am...." Good, and my sister is having a baby in a week." They look at me like..girl, get some friends!! But i just trully cant wait to love on him. Gabriela is such a great cousin, i cant wait to see her in the big sister roll! Its all so exciting. They will be the three muskateers!!!

I had a jewelry show tonight that was a complete bust! I love doing them but when i dont even sell enough to enter it in for a show, its dissappointing, frustrating and alot of work for nothing. oh well, im home now and waiting for chicken manicotti to come out of the oven. Im starving...

P.S. Who didnt love the glimpse of spring we had today..it was gorgeous, i even went to the carwash!!!

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