I have been spending every second i can with my lil baby girl before i start my new job. I start on the 21st and just excepted the position today. I tell ya, it has to be the hardest thing a mommy has to do to leave her baby girl- with anyone, even someone you trust 100%. I am worried she will get scared and i wont be there to comfort her, or she will do something new for the first time and i wont see it, or she will think i am choosing to not be with her. It breaks me and i have to say i have had a very emotional time with it. Before, i think i was pretending iwould never go back to work, but I know i have to. If anyone hears of any jobs opening up at a school- as an associate or whatever, please please please let me know!! The hours at a school would be perfect and i would have the summers to spend with her- sigh. I will miss her dearly and will probably spend most of the first few weeks crying in the bathroom all day!
She really is changing so fast, teething already we think, nearly sitting up, and smiling at everything. She has yet to belly laugh and i cant wait to hear that. I am already looking forward to our trip to Arizona to spend all of my time with her. That is so far away though- so for now i am enjoying every single moment i have with her....
less than one week until baby andre comes and i am SO excited. It is going to be weird not to just have Gabs as a niece, but dre as a nephew. it just hit me today in the shower that he isnt just my sisters baby, but my NEPHEW! CRAZY- but i LOVE IT.
I am ready for spring. I am ready to open the windows and get some fresh air. I am ready to go for walks with vaughn and show her the outside world, no blankets covering her face. She has never been outside with no blanket over her... i cant wait to show her that.
I bought these sunglasses for her for our trip to Arizona since its an outside wedding and all:) We tried them on and she thoguht it was pretty funny to see the world in blue... she really looked around like she noticed the difference. What a doll!
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cute! i didnt think they'd look so big. she'll grow into them in no time. we have to buy gabs new ones, because her old ones are too small...but she still insists on wearing them! they'll be sunglass beauties!
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