Saturday, August 15, 2009

We are in the Quad Cities. I cannot sleep. Ever since I have read Katie Davis's blog I feel like my "serving heart" has been dormant for so long. I have not been active in doing things for others just becuase I know its right. I have been so caught up and overwhelmed and entangled in my own life that I forget how lucky I am, how fortunate i am to know and trust the Lord and how desperate others are. While I am not in the place, nor do I feel called to move to Uganda or any other far away country such as Katie was called to do, I have always felt called to help serve others in some way. I feel like I am wasting my days in working in the "corporate world" and making no impact on the peoples lives I spend so much time with each day. time goes by so quickly and i have been thinking lately- what have I done, what am I doing to make any sort of difference at all. who's lives have I enriched, who's spirits have I lifted? No one's today is usally my thought. I hate that. I must learn to block it all out and focus. Focus. Focus.

1 comment:

barb wright said...

Meghan, Katies blog is AMAZING, I have started reading it, I feel the same as you. Pray girl, and see where the Lord wants you, obviously leading you to that blog has changed your heart, that means the Lord is working. It will be His time, just keep your eyes and ears open for signs, and He will make it clear what He wants you to do. Thanks for mentioning that blog, I am just getting ready to show it to Hilary.