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-got a job lead
-had a horrible interview
-felt totally uncomfortable and turned off after the interview
-got offered the job
-took a few days to think about it
-decided to take it
-regret my decision
-want to work for the census as it will allow me to still be in school (which will allow me to eventually work from home next spring), still be home with Vaughn, be outside, make my own schedule, pay is better
-90% of the people told me I should have turned the job down and waited for the census
-the 10% that think i should have take it think the census is a horrible decision.
-Im tired of doing what everyone else wants me to do.'
-regardless of what everyone else thinks, i WANT to be a stay at home mom. THAT is the most important job in the world to me
-Becuase I will be working VE will have to miss out on her classes and activities that she enjoys through the week. That kills me.
-The condos i have been wanting to live in for 2 years are offering a great move in special with free rent until April. I might move there March 1st, waiting to hear back on that.
-Im ready to move on with my life. Get my own place, start making my own decisions, get married, do whats best for US.
-I am sick about taking VE back to the sitter. Sick.