Sunday, June 7, 2009

I have been having migraines at least 4 or 5 a week for about 4 months....meds have been taking the edge off but not really working. I feel like Im wasting my life away in pain....and not being the best mom always being sensitive to noise and just wanting to hide in a closet and fall asleep....

the last 4 months havent prepared me for this morning. Worst. Migraine. of. My. Life....puking the whole shabang. I am soo sick of them....Poor Vaughn, i was in the worst mood and just wanted silence. Finally on my second round of meds and about the time I thought I was going to have to call in the troops to take her and go in to the doctors it started to ease up and I am feeling 70% better now. Praise God! Nothing rings sweetness like the relief of a migraine. For any of you who have not had it, you feel like your about to have a brain annurism and die....head explosion.....daggers in your eyes and temples....the worst pain ever. Id rather have just about anything than a migraine. Lord have mercy!

I finally gave in and made an apt on thursday with Amanda's friend from HS who is a Chiropracter in Waukee. I feel like its due to my neck always hurting so I am hoping he can snap me back in working order....hopefully.

This morning, me in my greasy hair, no makeup, sweats and a bleach spot tshirt on, grouching around the house.... my sweet girl came up and put her hands on my cheek and said "awww, so pretty mama!" ....can you ask for anything better? Now THATS unconditional love I tell ya. You dont think she was being sarcastic, right?

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