Do you believe in Ghosts?

I do. this may be weird, but i 100% believe in them. in another realm that most people dont tap into. I think some spirits do stay here on earth and I cannot quite figure out why that is yet. Ever since I got very sick when I was 7 I have seen things, felt things etc. I dont tell alot of people this because they think im weird and stupid. I started seeing things in Chariton in the big house. I was very sick and i saw a lady in my sisters doorway (my mom and sister and dad can attest to the terror I felt that night when i saw her.) the image has stuck with me, open arms, long white tattered dress, long blond straight hair, wierd rigid features. She was beautiful and terrifying. Ever since then, i havent seen her, but others. Sometimes it just seems normal, ill be walking and see someone going down the hallway or sitting somewhere or leaving a room and i double take and then realize its no one there. Tonight, i m having a VERY weird night. I cannot stop looking over my shoulder, its that weird feeling that someone is watching you or around, i hear footsteps and its just VE and i home....i hear doors opening etc. Its terrifying. The fireplace door just opened. I want someone to come home and be here....its petrifying. its not my imagination...its daily occurances that turn scary sometimes. Rudy can attest, he's been there when the scary things happen, when i wake up and trully believe someone is in the room, i can see them, describe what they are wearing, the look on their face, etc. i have only seen men. I trully believe that it has something to do with being so close to death and that somehow my body now tunes into something else. I cannot explain it and I just wish it was gone- I cannot stand it. Nothing physical ever happens to me, but I wake up often and see three men in my room. middle aged, gross looking men, one always by my door sitting with his knees up to his chest and arms folded on his knees staring at me, and one one either side of the bed staring down. the same three men, my whole life. anyways, think im crazy....and nights like this- i feel like i am too. I hate this creepy uneasy feeling. Rudy is coming over....hopefully that helps.