I cant believe Christmas is over! It always seems like there is such abuild up and then, the next day- its gone. Its sad!! We had a great time this year though- seeing everyone, all the family, it being Vaughn-elise's first Christmas made it extra special. Although im not sure she felt well- she did pretty good.
We are going to the Quad Cities this weekend since we didnt go last and it is taking all i have to get everything ready- here and to leave. Vaughn is not sleeping well- at all really and its definetly taking its toll on me. We take turns staying up with her, rocking her, singing, feeding- nothing seems to work. when she doesnt sleep- neither do i and I am definetly not a person who can go on little to no sleep! Im a big grouch lately. I have taken her to the doctor and they say there is nothing wrong- but i know that she's not acting right....so Im taking her to a different doctor to get it figured out.

I am getting SOOO excited for my sister to have her baby boy!!! I really cant believe its only a couple weeks away.... I cant wait to see him. I cant wait to know what he looks like, smells like, how he acts, does he have hair? How big is he? I think about it all the time. I am so excited for Vaughn to have a cousin (2 really) so close to her age.

I am still waiting to hear back about this job. I thought it was a for sure thing- apparently i missunderstood and they are still interviewing. They will have their decision made by friday afternoon-I am just anxious to know- if I am not goign to work there, I HAVE to find something else!!! Its really stressful!!! Just pray that whatever i am supposed to do is shown to me. It will be a BIG relief to know what is going to be happenign job wise!