phones

I am officially having a bad day. it is official that the universe has decided that today is simply not my day. somewhere out there someone is having a blast, enjoying the sun, smiling, laughing and eating a bowl of ice cream. Not here. Still cant find my phone- refuse to pay the outrageously rediculous prices that sell phone companies charge for new phones. The cheapest? 200. SO I will wait until someone on craigslist has one I can afford. I HATE not having a phone.
I am hot. I am breaking out. I am swollen footed and handed. We are out of groceries, out of money, out of patience.
I went to talk to the cater and discovered there is no way on this pretty green earth that i can ever in my dreams pay for the food i want at the wedding. i refuse to serve lunch meat sandwiches and am starting to feel like thats my only choice. i almost cried in the caters office. after telling her the foods i would like she asked my budget. then laughed. she must have thought i was stupid through and through or something. I will not go in debt over food at the wedding. i wont. but i have a feel, an image and a style that I would like to maintain. Maybe I just cant.

By the way, this weekend i will be hauling loads to the curb. feel free to come by and go through our crap. I want it gone. And I am JUST in that sort of mood that chucking large objects onto the street sounds refreshing and therapeutic.