Somedays you just feel like throwing in the towel....or pouring a box of macaroni over your head....today was one of those days.

Vaughnie was up til 5 am....crying...all...night....long....screaming. I cried right along with her. i just felt helpless and horrible for her. No one seems to know whats causing her pain. Took her to the doctor today, and talked to the surgery center....some think its her molars...some are just not sure why she is so upset. Tonight.. She cried so hard she literally gave up and passed out on me. We got home, attempted dinner (see above photo), took a much needed bath and as you will see her blanket was behind her when she decided to wear the box of macaroni as a hat. (I didnt even intend for her to eat this..it was going to be my dinner but she wanted some so I put it on her tray and washed up some dishes....only to find this when i turned around..) So needless to say the blanket needed to be washed as well. this fact upset her so much that she cried so hard for so long without stop that her body was just limp...i was carrying her and rubbing her back trying to calm her down and eventually she just passed out. fell asleep on me....at like 6 oclock! i tried waking her up but the poor girl was just beat. I took her up to bed and she hasnt moved since. I just desperatly want her to feel better. I desperatly need a good sleep and we both need a vacation.