Back to work.

Work resumed today and while i am blessed to have a job- i sometimes spend my last day off dreading the fact that i have to return the next day. Nothing new and exciting happened, as usual and i spent most of the day dreaming up ideas of how to make money as to not have to go back to work when my girly is born. Ive come up with alot of "prolly wouldnt work" plans and not so many "insant millionaire" like i had hoped for. Work sucks.
I went to dinner tonight with rudy (he paid, what a guy.) and realized that i am no longer permited to finish a whole sandwich or really even half. Nope, i can take a few bites, feel incredibly stuffed and in pain and then twenty minutes later and hungry again. I wish she would make up her mind. I guess i know now what gastric bypass patients feel like...maybe?
I dont go to the doctor again until the 13th, but i will be thrown in jail if someone doesnt start making some decisions. Im a girl who lives every second with her calendar within reach, each day filled out- what bills are due, apts, work schedule, upcoming events, things i need to think about, decisions that need make, purchases to make and any other menial life point that could be written in there ....is. EXCEPT THE BIGGEST EVENT OF MY LIFE and its Driving me NUTS!

One of the girls at work today commented saying "ignore her, its a pregnancy mood swing." and the sad thing was, i didnt realize i was being moody. A client said "its okay- you can be mean- your pregnant." and im not even sure what mean thing i said. I must be getting used to it. Whats going to happen when they realize thats just who i am... pregnant or not? Then i might really be without a job. How nice that would be:) I gotta tell you though- if one more 350 pound woman asks me "are you sure there arent twins in there?" Im going to kill her. Are you kidding ladies?? You look like your having septuplets! Who are you to ask me about my size when you paid thousands of dollars for ME to tell YOU how not to be fat! (and those are the nicest things i can think of to say to them.)
I called rudy today enraged by the fact that we have gnats here and told him to call the landlord ASAP- God was looking out for the landlord today and posted a note on the door this evening that said "pest control will be in your apartments on wednesday 9-5." AMEN! There is a God!

Sigh- on a better note. Im home for the night, ive got koolaid in the fridge and a bed to sleep in. Thats all i can say today.