My last weekend of "freedom"... SCARY! I went to dinner with the girls from sport about last night and it was so nice to just be out with the girls (and one of thier little boys) and just be able to catch up with them. All but one of them are moms and it was nice that i didnt have to say my fears or concerns, they just seemed to know and spoke conversations that were comforting and reassuring and i left feeling much better and more excited than nervous. It was much needed. My parents are away this weekend and im am hoping nothing big happens!!! (Aside from some possibly fabulous garage sale finds and maybe some great rest)
The exterminator still hasnt come so once again, i will rework my schedule around him coming today- im just ready to be done with bugs!
While i have been so thankful to be done with work and just have some time to relax and get some stuff done, it feels weird not going in there and seeing the clients etc. It feels like im playing hookey, and while its fun- i keep thinking my phone is going to ring with my manager asking where I am, and everytime i go out of the house i feel like i have to hide incase someone from work sees me and wonders why i didnt show up for work. ITs a strange feeling- but one i can definetly get used to. I went in yesterday to pick up my paycheck and one of my favorite clients had written a long letter to me about how much i had changed her life and made her more positive about herself and how she really considered me a friend and she'd never forget me etc....it was the sweetest words i think ive heard from anyone for a long time and it was really touching. Its nice to be reminded that even when you are having a crappy time in your life- you can still help make other people's days better. It was just really sweet- a nice ending to a job i was beginning to hate.
My day will consist of folding clothes, packing the hospital bag, running errands, paying bills and hopefully some garage saling!!!! WAHOO. I bet your all jealous!
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