Happy Birthday Gabs!

Today is sunday, also, gabriela's 2nd birthday. I just got home from her party and its always so fun to see her interacting with other kids. It makes me realize just how advanced she really is. Especially with her language. She looked so stinking cute too. I cant belive she is 2!! What a big girl. I cant believe how fast the time has gone and it makes me really cherish every second i have with baby vaughn elise. She will be 4 weeks old tomorrow and that breaks my heart. It trully does go so fast. I feel like i just had her and already a month has gone by. She has her first cold and its breaking my heart. I feel likesuch a bad mom....i shouldnt have let people hold her so soon. this is flu season and she is so tiny still. its just hard, do you sound rude and ask people not to touch her or do you let your baby get sick. It should be an obvious answer. i am the only voice she has and i didnt speak up...anyways- i just feel like a horrible mommy. the sweet thing she is, she is so good even when she feels like poop. Its just amazing how much i love her- ive never felt this way before and its amazing to me.... "love" doesnt seem suiting to how i feel for her- there must be a stronger word.