not to be a debbie downer

But...I am completely and totally, unmistakeably sick and tired of living in pain. These past few months have been the worst as far as pain goes that I can imagine. My bones- my bones feel like I am 95, pained by any change in temperature- even within the controlled temp in my house. I have had the heat up to 90 simply so I can sit by a register and get warm. My wrists, shoulders, every.single.bone in my back, my hips, knees and ankle (alll on my right side) hurt. bad. I can hardly type or hold a fork sometimes. And these add'l bones just started hurting- before it was just my hip and ribs.

I am not trying to complain but there has to be SOME relief somewhere, somehow. I WISH doctors would listen to me when I tell them that something is wrong. Its not just me being lazy and complaining. I can barely get out of bed most mornings I am so stiff and in so much pain. I am tired of living on pain pills, not being able to get on the floor to play with Vaughn, feeling too tired to read books, too exhuasted to even talk most of the time. My poor kiddo!!

Going to an apt tomorrow morning for my hip and we'll see what they say. My guess is nothing. since thats what always happens. I will be switching family doctors because all mine wants to do is throw perscriptions at me for pain pills and send me on my way. I HATE PAIN PILLS. i dont want to take them. I want to feel better! UGHHHH.